It is TIME!
I finally have a surgery date! Next Tuesday, I am so ready to feel better! I am still struggling with my pain and feel the slightest improvement but remember it’s only the medication as the pain starts to come back. In a month from now I will be healed. I will be able to walk and sit, and participate in physical therapy. I have big dreams and plans coming ahead. I like the idea of being completely free and taking care of my body as whole. I am ready to start my journey and live. It’s hard for me to think about the Holiday season when all I can think about are my limitations and if I will be making the situation worse. No more worries because the end to all my pain is here.
I just finished my Fall class and will start the Winter Term 2 Jan. So I will be occupying my brain as well as practicing Kundalini Yoga. I will be exercising my zero waste lifestyle and starting photography when I am able to walk for long distances. In 2019 I want to find my calling and exercise my true wants. Live in a world of I am instead of I wish. Sometimes you never really know why you live so long on putting yourself and what you truly want off. This year is for new beginnings.